It was one of the most difficult seasons I ever walked through. This season made me feel empty, depleted, small, and unloved.   Surprisingly, it also became the one season I look back on and remember experiencing more love than I have ever felt.  What began as a failed friendship, turned out to be what drove me to a closer relationship with God. When God finally answered and brought me out of that season, it brought more spiritual growth than any other ever had. God also made provision to have the special people I would need to remind me of His great mountain of love there surrounding me as He…