Key Verse: “When Jesus heard about it, he withdrew himself from there by boat to a remote place to be alone.” Matthew 14:12-13 (CSB) There have been times in my life I did a good job of covering it up. At least I like to think I did.  I smiled, laughed and joined in all the conversation.  I made myself useful in the preparation and the planning. I took part in all the festivities. But in all honesty, I wasn’t smiling on the inside.  I sure didn’t feel like laughing. And even though I was joining in if I was to be honest all I really wanted to do was…