Have you ever considered stepping down from a leadership position or stepping away from your calling because you were struggling with your faith? You wrestle with the thought that if anyone knew the wavering thoughts going through your head, you would be the last person they would want to step out to lead or minister to others. Surely they would call you a hypocrite if they only knew.  I have lost count of the times I have heard someone use the word hypocrite recently, and it has had me pondering and praying about how we use this term. People often use it to describe someone else, but surprisingly, I mostly…