It was one of the most devastating seasons of my life. My heart was not only broken but it had been shattered into a million pieces. What hurt the most was that the God I serve had allowed my pain to happen.  For ten long months,  I walked out that season crying out to God for deliverance from the pain. When someone you considered to be a friend suddenly changes from being for you to against you, you can’t imagine God allowing such hurt.  Not only allow it but allow it to continue for so long.  I poured myself out to Him in prayer. I also devoured His word in…